new year resolutions.

read the Bible much moooree often.
please seek God whole heartedly.
shut up in class.
do my homework.sigh.
use less of the damned net.
don't get caught for my uniform[highly impossible]
wear a skirt more often
mug like a mugger.
don't screw up

there.my new year resolutions.-claps hand.the whole family's in a good mood cos the internet is back.ahhh.somehow,can't wait for school!see all my friends agn and crap with audrey.heard mrs kwongs my class form nxt year.and jj is 3/2's form.WAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.lets hope it's true.sighs.hah.

going to play tennis tmr.then its dinner @ church and blah blah.better get my skirt tailored first.its tooooo long.til my calfs.goodness,i don't wanna look like a country bumpkin.ohwell.shall get off and do something useful.XD seeya!

if ever a river,could whisper your name;would the choices you make still be the same?

if i was given a second chance with someone i lost,


i've got absolutely nothing to do now.so i'm blogging.as usual.hahah.whatever.


went carolling yesterday.it ended amazingly early.so much for a fun day.anw,was on the bus when i got a msg from someone whom i hadn't really expected to ask me a question totally out of the blue.and when i got home and came online, we started er,catching up?hahah.i don't know.but he said he'd been praying abt something for a long while.which just pricked me and prompted me to think abt the past.troy.that was the beginning.and rice matters.that was the end.two full months of feelings that i shouldn't have asked God for.two months of my life,stuck in my mind forever.i should've known it would come to an end like that,but i refused to let go until it sank so deep.sometimes i think to myself,why?now i know.hah.God gave me what i wanted,but made me learn from that experience.i don't know whether to laugh or cry.my pure foolishness.i thought i was wise.-roflmao.so much for that.well,of cos things changed from august.and when i something happens and i'm expected to react,i don't.


i'm not all that strong.but i've learnt one thing:never look back.sure.i miss it lots.and i don't regret my actions.at all.


i won't accept it.i'll embrace it.

i don't want a lot for Christmas
there is just one thing i need
i don't care abt the presents
underneath the Christmas tree
i just want you for my own
more than you could ever know
make my wish come true
all i want for Christmas is you

i don't want a lot for Christmas
there is just one thing i need
and i don't care about the presents
underneath the Christmas tree

i don't need to hang my stocking
there upon the fireplace
santa claus won't make me happy
with a toy on Christmas day

i just want you for my own
more than you could ever know
make my wish come true
all I want for Christmas is you

i won't ask for much this Christmas
i won't even wish for snow
and i, i just wanna keep on waiting
underneath the mistletoe

i won't make a list and send it
to the North Pole for St. Nick
i won't even stay awake
to hear those magic reindeer click

cause i just want you here tonight
holding onto me so tight
what more can I do
oh baby, all I want for Christmas is you

all the lights are shining
so brightly everywhere
and the sound of childrens'
laughter fills the air

and everyone is singing
i hear those sleigh bells ringing
santa won't you bring me
the one I really need
won't you please bring my baby to me, quickly

i don't want a lot for Christmas
this is all i'm asking for
i just wanna see my baby
standing right outside my door

i just want you for my own
more than you could ever know
make my wish come true
baby, all i want for Christmas is you